confessions of a spuddler

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“spuddle” (17th century): To work ineffectively; to be extremely busy
whilst achieving absolutely nothing.

canary yellow(ed)


it’s seems at least half my life (sigh),
i’ve spent waiting…for you, my dear (smile).


Yves Brayer, “Woman in Yellow at her Window”, 1940

walking wounded

bitten by the snake,
poison circulates system.
venom on the tongue,
with desire to bite back.

why live on blade of bitterness?
if offender will not be offended;
yet stabbed more hearts than one
when chose another over dear son.

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Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written,
“Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” (Romans 12:19, ESV)

relational intuition

it’s helpful to know one’s place
in any family-style community
to know how and where you belong
to be loved into responsible joy of returning love

why rebel against the obvious good fit?

unrealistic expectations turn gentle contentment
into unnatural tantrums against healthy constraints

before the greening


canada geese back
welcome migrants from the north
spring comes with the wind

soon build nest on their island
papa goose protects new brood


Sandy Hollow in April – photo by lynn

selfie reverie

can you have a date with yourself?
why, i try that very thing today and
entire affair proves quite enjoyable!

i drive a friend to her appointment
then hold rendezvous with myself
at boutique bakery called Habitue’

barista smiles as i order my lunch:
chicken salad on flaky croissant
(dried cranberries, crisp celery)

i treat myself to a hot chai tea
stirred with sweet almond milk
sprinkled with cinnamon, ginger

we take ourself outside to
gated stone patio, metal table;
sit quietly alone in sunny solitude

clearing the mind after heavy storm.

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Sharing “selfie” poetry with Punam and dVerse poets

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kitty litter


there once roamed a fine feline pack

who desired royal avian snack:

“let’s pounce on low crows,

 tasty drumsticks dispose

but the feathers we’ll gladly give back!”


cartoon by Louis Wain

Poetry prompt with Melissa at dVerse to write on Wain’s cat cartoons without using word, “cat”.

caretaker

free image from pexels-pixabay

My friend Marie is a force of and for nature. She’s come by her fierce soul honestly, through the trauma of living with, not one but two, abusive husbands consecutively; and losing an adult son to hit and run. She’s seen her share of suffering and grief. Yet, she cares about others and about the earth, our home. It hurts her to see people trash it.

She encourages everyone who will listen to recycle. When I lived on the farm (where we burned our own garbage) Marie accepted all my empty milk jugs and other plastics to put in recyclables bin in town. Now I live close to town and bring in our recyclables myself, including cardboard and glass. That makes Marie proud.

Marie picks up trash while on our walks and checks garbage cans for plastic bottles within reach. Sometimes her little car is full of bags of materials to be recycled. It’s almost a part-time job for her, now in her seventies. She may be small but she has a big heart and faith. She believes we must take better care of God’s beautiful world.

earth’s creatures fragile
plastic rings can suffocate
choking on our trash


Written for Earth Day 2024, “Planet vs. Plastics” theme and linked to dVerse poets where Frank hosts haibuns.

for the love of cows

i’d like to write a book so that people
would understand good farmers truly care
about the animals they raise and feed
and breed, deliver young, nourish the herd.

it’s more than just business and bottom line
but for the love of cows that farmers will
work hard to keep them growing and alive
thru snowstorms, heat, disease, and parasites.

explain how methane cycle benefits;
how cow manure enhances health of soil.
why farmers plant their fields with corn and hay
to keep cattle content chewing their cud.

cows give us dairy products and real beef
both protein sources good for humankind
we treat our cattle with humane kindness
and they in turn help us to feed the world.

Photo by Harry Cunningham on Unsplash

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Sanaa hosts poetics at dVerse today featuring poems of Maggie Smith. I’ve written in monologue style with no end rhyme but rhythmic pattern of iambic pentameter.

american devolution

women want to be men, men pretend to be women, kids are confused.

illegals will vote between narcissist or puppet for president.

C.R.T. and D.E.I.* work to antagonize and divide us.

citizens fear christian nationalism as country goes to hell.

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*CRT is critical race theory, DEI is diversity, equity & inclusion.

heirloom lost

my box was antique blue
with a heart-shaped lock,
tiny key and gold filigree-
patterned lid, lifted fragilely
on two hinges to reveal tray
of velvety divided squares

my box held real jewelry,
leftovers from my mother
and grandmother which i
imagined in woke-dreams
they’d worn to royal teas
and exotic travels overseas

my box was old, well-used;
velvet rubbed bare in spots
till hinges broke irreparably
and i left childhood dreams
behind, discarded with box
but kept jeweled memories

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Patterned after Gillian Clarke’s poem, “My Box” and shared with Kim at dVerse poets OLN.

that’s entertainment?

Angling Agent: I can help you get your big break if you’re ready to deal.

Undiscovered Diva: Ok, yeah. I could use a break so just tell me what I need to do.

Agent: Your songs are too happy…you gotta write something darker, create an edgier voice, if you know what I mean.

Diva: But I think music should lift people up…that’s what it does for me.

Agent: That’s too predictable. You need to push the envelope with revealing costumes too.

Diva: I want to sell my music, not my body and soul!

Agent: Look, if you impress the right people, they’ll give you a million dollar record contract!

Diva: Do they even produce records any more? I just want to make my music.

Agent: What does it matter, that? The stars we see are already dead…and dead stars still burn.

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Prosery prompt with Dora at dVerse. Write 144 words and include this line from poet Amy Woolard: “What does it matter that the stars we see are already dead.

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